I don't even know what to say. I want to sit on my couch and stare at the wall. Have you read my sister's post today? Have you been keeping up with any of the other Compassion bloggers? Honestly, I feel embarrassed and sad for myself. I feel nauseous. I feel a little like the Prophet Isaiah when he saw the Lord and was devastated over his impurity.
Woe is me! I am ruined! For I am a woman of materialism and greed, and I live among a people of materialism and greed, and my eyes have seen the King, the Lord Almighty.
And I know that when I see my sister in a couple of weeks, she will not be the same. I don't want to be the same either. God, help me overcome my addiction to this world.